Thank you my wise old owl. This is just what I needed. At least I won't be searching for a pen anymore.
Today we've got the whole day together... I don't want it. I'm going to make him mad and irritated. The past two days he's been much calmer after a beer or two. Not drunk or even buzzed but able to listen to what I say and not yell or walk away. I love him and I know everyone thinks I'm dumber than paper but my heart chose him. I know it's smarter to listen to your head than heart but I can't. Not now. I found a site with tons and tons of people both in a hypomanic state and also on my side of the fence saying that they left or were left. The ones who left regreted it. So, Until he's not there anymore I won't let him leave. We're just going to have to take it one bit at a time. I'm ok with that. I want to re-learn this man that I've pleaged my life to. I know sometimes he does the most hurtful things but he does love me. I love him. We'll see.
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