the ego in my belly

i'm so hungry. all the time. then i'm not when i think about david. but right now i want a cuban sandwich and cupcakes.

i talked to a boy my age last night who had a baby boy 4 months ago named ummm amodaus i don't think i speld that right. but he told me to do what i want to do here and not just do what someone else tells me. i have to think about it. but right now this ego is mine and i have to treat it the best like it is. i cant compermise it. i have to make a dession very soon. i think this is my moms fault. that i'm thinking. i had plans to go right away but she made me promise to think about it. now i'm thinking i want to see this ego and give it a name and hold and love it. i must think.


ugly betty. we all root root root for her and henry.... but she really is a house wrecking whore too! she thinks henrys pregnant ex is such a bitch and makes us all think that too. but fuck betty what do you think shes supposed to be nice to you. betty the bitch. i love her in all ways but that. go after geo. he likes you and he has absolutly no woman that he plans on marrying or being with. i just hate women that think that it's ok. and america is making us feel bad for the sluts that walk into someelse life with this drama with betty. ok what a ramble.

ok. cream cheese, cuban sanwich, and cupcakes her i come!